01-24-2026, 04:13 AM
“Mirror mirror on the wall. I'll always get up after I fall and whether I run, walk or crawl, I'll set my goals and achieve them all. Unknown”
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01-24-2026, 04:13 AM
“Mirror mirror on the wall. I'll always get up after I fall and whether I run, walk or crawl, I'll set my goals and achieve them all. Unknown”
01-24-2026, 04:15 AM
01-24-2026, 04:19 AM
Alright..
Mirror mirror on the wall. I'll always get up after I fall and whether I run, walk or crawl, I'll set my goals and achieve them all. Like that? And yes, it might be him.
01-24-2026, 04:26 AM
(01-24-2026, 04:19 AM)Smiley Wrote: Alright.. yah, I think that may be it. Feel free to browse the thread to find poems other members past and present love
01-24-2026, 04:27 AM
Will do!
01-28-2026, 11:43 AM
Orpheus and Thelxepeia
or The Song of the Silent Siren by George Tolis rape: -n. rapine, plunder, seizure (obs.): carnal knowledge of a woman without her legal consent. -vt. to seize and carry off (obs.): to commit rape upon: to ravish or transport, as with delight (obs.). -ns. ra´per; ra´pist.-adj. ra´ping, tearing prey (her.): ravishing, delighting (obs.). -n. a division of Sussex. wild rape: Charlock or Field-Mustard. 1.Prologue This is not about feeble-wombed attempts to scrape A few sunlit zephyrs from their perch on the cloud-break Of rainbow-buoyed cumuli. These cries are silenter than the eyes Of Philomela, unlidding from the darkling sycamore boughs that bow To Celia's sorry wane. Pleasure has become dread's rose Is the cuckoo nested in crumbled infrastructures: it lays Its head parallel to the traffic lining the full Motorways, Freud's twenty-first century mind gapping in the slip-shone Crimson cracks of cat's eyes, a prophecy of the slip-road light Of men resting their heads perpendicular to the sea Of a headlight's anti-umbra. Ruin is didacted in Red Sea central reservations; the X-sing Of two auto routes; the collapsing of the free way; wax Melting its taper into a self-annihilating anti-smile. And when the fat has tremulously set Into the brittle plaster of the past, escape becomes the kiss Of history's pillaged hills. The capital hands reach action Bloody into inheritance's reserves, trying to collate Natural safety, gathering from the stores of certainty's mile. Tarmac claws reach out and rend the beautiful Truth, once a pastoral Arcadia, now upset By wheedling service stations, smogging factories, the burst grape Under the cemented tongue-crush of civilization. Daybreak Cannot kiss away the tears of morning, when it wakes A deeper dimness in the heart of humanity's blight. This is about how the Orphean Lyre can sing Of tranquility in the fastening waves of the sea; Of positive capability in the rejected white-swan Purity that was once held in the harboured Hands of poetry. I have charted capitalist glory's rise In a ravel of wretched memories and I bow Under the roll of its Stygian brouillard, which plays Mutiny with our bones. This is a prayer that Psyche's dark is Not a violated husk lashing nakedly in irrecoverable throws. 2.Brighton London was becoming a blur of twilight Zone high-rise office blocks. I decided a break Was the gem of decision, the billowing easy Of the ocean's massage, a reach for the dextrose Revitality of Brighton. The monastery of the uncloistered Channel would unfetter the claustrophobia of polluted skies. Taking the M23 south, meadows soon made a laze Of the memory of gray monotony, with a traipse Of mustard-yellow charlock, in the careful Leas quilting Surrey. The mega-road cut an incision Ominously through the hills, shadowed in the rising Walls of a cliff-cut swell, but the sunshine won A battle and restored the temporary blackish- Ness to forgetful interment. The ashy elbow Curves swathed gently downwards, as if the sea could deflate Terrain into its lapping arms. Soon the wind's mill Of salt breeze coasted the solemn quacks Of gulls to my ears, wrapping me in a slackened saline corset. Apollo was sending his final arrows shooting from his bow As I stepped onto the pebble-caltropped beach. The floozy Caresses of white Nereids tried soothingly to placate The stones into sand; the stones in turn rumbled derision At her strokes, not knowing their eroding plight Was in the future of her persistence. The sudden whacks Of rock on bone drew my doe ears to its fretful Sound and then I saw her: the horse-break Poseidon met her feet for fin in the ambrose End of day; she lay in the sun's last glaze, Sulkily stacking sailor's skulls in the guise Of a miniature Golgotha. The last daughter of Phorkys, Thelxepeia, silkily in black-dyed clothing creped, Immodestly divine and hybrid in her deceasing Attire. As starlight began to glimmer in her roan Hair, she caught my stare with a cat-suited smile And gazed with the nebulous pockets of the Mariana Trench, carmine-fevered And sorrowful, as if they were Hades' sole earthly faucets. "Long time," I began feebly, the words buzzing like flies In the moon-spilling air. My words shattered In the crack of a flinted blow upon the sleazy, Vacant stare of a faceless mariner. "This one, did he hate Me when the rocks ripped a ragged hole, the waves' flays And lashes rushed in and penetrated his vessel's unbreak- Able flanks?" Without pause for reply, even one Apologetic whisper, my cavern mouth was bouldered: "And this, crow's Nest watcher, when he dropped like Hermes from a Zeus-thrown flight Into the cracking timbers of the Armada? And when I beset The Lusitania with a barrage of missiling cants? The icy missing Dead of the Titanic? All my playthings, they all bow And nod to the bitter swannish music, a simile For the oscillations of the eternal tides, waned and waxed In the pitch of my storm-filled aria. Undying attention, Undying lovers, unquestioning in where their wreck is Done lying." Her mounds of manacled Troiluses, graceful In the necrological moonshine, tilted to her barnacled melodies, enrapt. I heard a scream in every murmur of her voice, the cries, Dreadful screams in a thickly-painted soundscape, of murdered Men in a forest of falling masts. "Only the seraph Of sunflowers and sun can wield the brush that daubs me undone And slave to the emptiness of enchantment. You think your unlight Verse can bring an early dusk to my morning transcendency?" "I hate the filthy cloudy evening, I hate The night, more hate the morning and you. Your words are loathful To me, Apollic pawn; and how fares your wife's condition?" Vine-strangled gloss greened my throat, offset By the piston-tempest of her insult's bone-break. Petty, though, I retorted: "The Muses must laugh and smile To see how low your feather-plucked song has warbled in cussing." But crystal tears of dried sea spray caught my blaze In a pillared flashback of Eurydice. "Your words lilt me more than prose, Orpheus, but suffering?" she spat, "In that you are not as acidly verbose. Oh, all your anguished, bleeding angels look like cigarettes, as they kiss The devils that cut their heads off, with a poet's ink-feathered axe." "So tell me, which tree birthed the unholy sighs Of your lilt; which forbidden fruit's mark is On your tongue's bladeless hilt?" Now on Her visage her heart left a passing template And I feared she would turn on me with a new axe Of felling rhythms. "You know nothing of sorrows, Nothing, nothing." The syncopated delays Of her crocus-forced words left me uneasy; I could see the comma dotted on her lips, which pared Like butterfly wings, nestling on a stanza break For breath. "You ask why I turn to the russet Tones of thorns, why my voice is the scrape Of broken oars on half-sunken jags? Will your soulful Lyre taunt me again since Jason found salvation In that messianic fugue?" Life had cycled its mill, Ground full circle now; her voice set alight My silent submergence; her shoulders drooped willow boughs As I sat. "This time I am listening. Please, sing." 3.London "After: History only marred its pages with heroes, only remembered The vanquisher. After the Argo passed and the satrap Jason sailed on to destroy other women, the fretful Laments of my sisters keened in miseried plosion. Though we took one of your number, the coursing Agony of Parthenope's suicide took delight From the cascade of blood we lacerated from Zelion's wan, Drowned squid, Butes. There seemed no cure for her demise, But vengeance. No more Greek sailors waxed The boast: "Aristen men hydor!" to their land's mile Distance; we caught up Scylla in our swirl, set Charybdis and our sister Gorgons on the crazy Path of venom, till only black-sailed vessels braved the breaks, In tribute to our family of funerary genii. The bowl Of Poseidon's See was a bath for vampire prelates, The blue-bloodless bodies were infinitely beached with stained inlays Of the ocean's suckling teeth in them. Unbound verse arose, In a hymn to homicide, a psalm to slaughter; a cacophonic hiss. "I remember when he, Odysseus, appeared, surfing the slate Rocks on a bitterly boarded trireme. The crew axed Their duties like motor-energized echinoids, only messy In the mouth-spat threats that scouted their sail's mile To our Sicily. Then promises made true; the anchor set And the disembarked intent swarmed and scoured Our sonnetry into a broken prison. Destruction Took undiscovered forms; what more can flies Say to the pantheon's wantonness? We have been cursing Them since Hades stole Persephone; we could not brake That juggernaut of patriarchy then, why now? Just one Voice survives; and that lacks, but longs to account for the rape That repeats in the undertow wrapped about The unstoppable engine of men. The wrecked reckless flight I allied myself to has no record, the wrack is Only in my mind, like an undocumented holocaust; it lays An ovic nightmare in my sparsely stolen slumber, ever doubtful In my weathered, naked, irrecoverable throws. I dove into disappearance, but my feature's striking barb owes Too much to the ensuing pursuit. By daylight And dark Odysseus forced his hounds on, the scrape Of his hooves in the hunt of a bushy trophy, the cracks Of rigging rope whipping my vixen gauntlet. In full Cry they curdled the screaming waves, tossing the white equine eyes Into mad sweat and a suicide spray of daggered Rain. Storms and stealth I cast behind, crossing The deadliest vortexes with the discord of broken odes, till I knew an Answer lay only in seeking the horizon's fractured sunset And by scenting the sanguine horror of another daybreak, All a salvation-stalking prayer, pleading to the gods to black his Eyes with permanent charcoaled sleep. Those great heroes, Honoured for avidity to blood, hostile to a peasants' smile, Loyal only to the flower-strewn fields they sow corpses in, the weight Of a sword-strike on a red-sweet jugular, or the curvation Of their oars' thrust into the hearts of a blue salt water. They blaze, Those men that died for Odysseus, as he did. They lust for frenzy; Pangs for fire, famine, flood: tied to the red Fog of their own masts, begging to unleash madness miles Into our shared world, claiming all with no need for a brake On the surge of manic expression. Detestation grows, As Odysseus knew; and when a man dies, Someone is to blame. Someone will drop the final kiss On a cold cheek and raise their head, the sequential Of sadness to spite. He was carved in wood and set His men to the same direction; the elements were truthful To me in whittling their multitude, but my swan- Song coarsened into a screech-owl howl as their delight In vengeance bloomed barren of all fruit but the wracks Of torture they could reward themselves with. The bow Of his ship bent crooked in speed, sprouting scrabbling claws, the sea Trailing the scars of the ruining harvest being reaped. Soon he mounted each roiling crest alone, the sharp serrate Of the prow gashing opaque foam, the leagues unlacing Infinitely in exhaustion, his filthy desire ignoring my pleading lays. The mouth of the Thames gulleted me, the page-break From salt to fresh, soon stale. The sands of Margate were trampled, submission- Stamped by broiling whirlpool hooves; Moorgate acted thunder-voiced plays Above, till, a fortnight dead from chase, the static-cascading, full Clouds overturned, spilling onto the liquid mountains, valleys and ridges unsmiled In the bowl of Richmond's breached womb. Highbury excreted me into the blight Of Sin's spawn, barking death from the cribbed innards of the London dock's Sprawl. Stalactitic scratches retina-plummeted to meet the stalagmite Crests growling from the psychotic screeching of the Thames Daughters, rising, Meshing as a grotesquely barred cave. In the dim cavern of Westminster Bridge, captured In the barrel-burning flicker of a plastic-smoked rubbish fire, I could see Him, presupposing, cunning. Smuttily gulping Scotch and moly in the undisguised Garb of a vagabond, he was deaf to my enervated tereuing; clogging earwax Protruded like a stench down his stubble-spattered cheeks. Odysseus grabbed, scraped My tired scales on the glass-gouted ground, lurched me stomach-wards, elbow- Propped on piss-covered tiles. That man on my back; the cyclopean fire that set A random rive of kraken-eyed incidences: the overabundance of history's rows Of repeated cycles; a million to my one broken body left insanely scarred and wan. 4.Brighton The hand that writes this is a badly made bivouac For sheltering the shiver-splintered voice of that tale. No gusset In her armour was left unpierced; she tried to thread Together a Circaean-assembled smile That saw me transformed to tears. The glazed clays Of her eyes were as chipped as the iguana-spiked plate Armour she had slipped with such difficulties To the unsoftened pebbles. My verse was a bow Firing silence in the dark of midnight, the sea The only angry ripple of her kindred suffering. Fed by slight Breaths short in her chest, she remained beautiful In a broken survival, wretched as the heartbreak I felt when Cerberus was at my back again. Losing Pace for the sunlight, life can always return to life, even to one Like this. Just as my arms became a wrap To soften her shuddering woes, so I use this pen; it throws Its words around the form of a damaged timbre; its mission Of comfort the only offering with which her tears to kiss. Philosophy suffers in reality; if there is ever an easy Escape from a razed existence, then find me someone Who can release that noun, that object, the one that undiscovers the set Of atrocities seared in a ravaged mind. Those theoretical voices glaze The clay of life into gaudy angles, so the colour flies Off the fragility encasing your anima, in draped Associations of another man's wit, not your own shaped condition. I cannot give you my verse, my own melody, as a way to break, Shatter, then mend the jigsaw mentus from pained panic into a smile, Abstracted from your soul-penetrated despair. Could I sing Of joy in stone? - Then of water on stone and the alight of sunshine's kiss Played on that trickled tune, that runs its freight On the stony rhythmic bass of a solid promise - but a fretful Sonic twist will hear the dark-boled whine of twilight Traveled on the slaughter-stained river, that throws A torrent along a war drum beat of bone. Your ears bow To your emotion, your eyes to the gray-shaded perspex of a shuttered Blindfold, sealing innocent vision from afflicted memory stacks. But I have moved through time, petrified like water in an oxbow Lake; and yet the turgid rumblings of fear unset- Tled me. Curled, knees to breast, in the sulphured Baths of Etna, a razor blade edge-balanced to fall its miles To oblivion either way, I watched man, how he rose; And even Kepler, Cornelius, they couldn't change natural discord, placate Him from his ever-twirling in Ptolemaic circles of awful Selfishness. In bloody crimson the sun and moon each waxed Their tapering gloom till they burned to a phosphorescing Abscess, shed on the gathered evidence of my prosecuting twilight Chronicles. The sea ran its eddies, falling from each hell-kissed Iris down my cheeks, as if they would restate gravity's Case. The layered clouds were breaking Dawn in their shadow-cast vapours, shelving the cinemation Of the stars behind their racks. The day was climbing untrapped From the hands of Hades and the dissentient sea Flicked assegai waves, needle-crested, as one At the pebbled rug of the beach, become a martyr it had to slay. For twelve hours of a day, the world spins you quizzing And questing for noon. Life brightens to life, as a scion Sunflower will bend from shade to sustenance, its calyx curving to light. And then twelve single peals of a bell will brake Our progress, like strangers voices whispering tones of hate, Revolving us into unhallowed midnight. But the moment where we can smile, Where mortality pines for stasis, is the time-spliced drowse Of a phantom between, the wish of iced parallels to the sun, a grasped Eternity in a pivoted midday, or a witching hour, when motion Gives to paralysis. You can stay trapped in the umbra-sea Of night's high noon, earth's diametrous abyss blocking the bow Of Apollo's warming arrows; or you can turn to axe Your own sanctioning mast into its illusory splintered Trivia. Lift from the limbo floor to the horizoning dawn sky and set Your future in the impetus of the chameleon veil over your eyes. When you cannot see, then smell the salubrious sun-kiss Of embroidered fate, threaded through your own masterful Fingers, until the tapestry of colours you weave is ablaze. Your hands are unsanguined, bard, you have won By example. The veil lifts in alleviation And ventricled harmony valves my life's mill Again. But the battle, not the war, is in its final throws. Words; the mask the page wears to disguise its slate Disfigurement. No matter the tree sacrificed so easy By man's tools - Proserpine cypress, balsa-light Ash, or Amazonian tropic - the poem is still as the axe That cut the tree down: the cup of your mind, when full, Empties itself to shroud the pulped lumber, the uncared Liquid discarded uncaringly; so as black is The Medean venom of Crowley's spring storms, bridal drapes Of godful showers are scattered by Miltonic pieties. Poetry is a tool, as good or as bad as the falset- To voice that forges it. And when a Lydian lyre bows To a high-picked tenor of unfelt danger, ignorance breaks The unkept pitch in pieces. Sympathy, that tunes your lays, But experience pales your song to nothing when I sing." A misted oubliette seemed exorcised in the rise Of the burning chariot of day, in the scrape Of zephyrs against the blue-gapping cloud-break. Her eyes, squinting mirrors of the ocean, gleamed from the bow- Slit of her eyelids to gather the prism-split rose Of optimism. A faint humming, like a lark satiate In the morning, escaped the butterfly lips on her wan Skin and her cheeks blushed as our eyes collided. The full Ecstasy of the present had jilted her onyx lays Into crumbled anaesthesia, taking cautious flight Into the salt breeze. A moment of epiphany shone In a microsecond, of clear sky and pure sea Matched in equal tint, while the slivered red Edge of the sun obliterated the last fizzing Stars of pessimism back into Celia's bosom. The wax Of discourse burned down and true light rose with her smile, As our heads turned to meet and the keys Of motion unlocked us from the frieze that time had set. 5.Envoi The Sussex Sea slowed, slower, then ceased to drape The once hard stones with its breakers. The expression Of the pebbles was now one fine smoothed crescent bow Of bay-stretched sand. The ripples froze in dipped smiles And laughs, which carpeted red-orange sunlight In a water-walked pathway, set in a warm, wax- Soft texture. Two pairs of eyes took visionary skates Across the immutable blaze. Together we found lips to sing Of the dawn in hushful sigils, as we leaned together in a kiss. |
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