Friends and Feelings

[Bunx]

FRIENDS

"Do you ever develop feelings 
for your friends?"

bunx's co worker asked casually 
folding up bags of coffee
at a productive pace.

*bunx is*
Being a bi man, it's not
too tough to avoid
binaries within friends.

"Yeah, it's funny you mention it Kaley.
I've...... 
been feeling a little heart break since
my best friend Sarah

(Co Worker Sarah and Kaley heard her name
an immeasurable amount since 
Sarah moved back.)

moved back home
to spend time traveling."


FEELINGS

Bunx wears these feelings
like the handmade beanies
Sarah made me for watching
Bear.
The King of Shadows.

Folks compliment every hat
Sarah made for Bunx.

"Thanks,
Sarah made it."

After my best friend, Sarah left. 
Bunx grew to like the things
Sarah crocheted more.

Bunx looks at Sarah's old apartment,
blocks away from Bunx's spot "the liberty"
Wherever Bunx drives to work.

Sarah is Bunx's best friend.

Sarah Is
A reminder,
love is not always a thing
felt after a kiss,

or under the sheets 
of a room Bunx has 
hardly been in.

Bunx Love Sarah
Bunx chose Sarah's couch
for over two years.
an obvious choice....For Bunx.

When Sarah sees
bunx crying on Sarah's last night
in town,

Sarah won't let bunx go
without a second long hug.

Leaving bunx better off 
for being there.