06-28-2021, 08:44 PM
I.
Divine captive, I climb
the pyramid’s steps
amid drumbeats of
silent witness.
Spread eagle on the altar
I see the sun rise
like a stone knife.
The ritual of killing
anoints my fear
as feathered, bloodstained priests
hold high my flint-cut heart
for Tlaloc’s satisfaction.
Ashes of muscle and blood
rise in sweetened smoke
to please the god.
My face is painted blue,
my mutilated body, buried
beneath seeds
that will bind me to the sky.
II.
Emptied by sleep
I wander the parallels
of rain-skinned streets
a kingdom come
where the gods
must sometimes weep.
My egypt heart is legion
and night is a hunger
slit sideways;
after fire and glad slavery
flesh becomes ashes
to resurrect sacrifice
and paralyze the divine:
insect eyes flicker
about the edges
of my knifing veins.
Dreams hold me still
to measure out dawn’s
mute warning
that I need wait no longer
for the killing to begin.
Divine captive, I climb
the pyramid’s steps
amid drumbeats of
silent witness.
Spread eagle on the altar
I see the sun rise
like a stone knife.
The ritual of killing
anoints my fear
as feathered, bloodstained priests
hold high my flint-cut heart
for Tlaloc’s satisfaction.
Ashes of muscle and blood
rise in sweetened smoke
to please the god.
My face is painted blue,
my mutilated body, buried
beneath seeds
that will bind me to the sky.
II.
Emptied by sleep
I wander the parallels
of rain-skinned streets
a kingdom come
where the gods
must sometimes weep.
My egypt heart is legion
and night is a hunger
slit sideways;
after fire and glad slavery
flesh becomes ashes
to resurrect sacrifice
and paralyze the divine:
insect eyes flicker
about the edges
of my knifing veins.
Dreams hold me still
to measure out dawn’s
mute warning
that I need wait no longer
for the killing to begin.

