03-06-2020, 09:48 AM
A Sonnet for my Messed up Mind
How do I loathe thee? Let me count the ways
You make dizzy and frail
You made me feel like I only fail
The only days I feel okay are the days where I have gone away
Dissociation, spaced out, daze
Drinking water from the holy grail
Hoping it will finally nail
Away the way my mind likes to play
For you make me cry
You make me sad
You make me feel unloved
So now they pry
And my mom gets mad
Because I can’t see how I am beloved.
3AM Thoughts – Spotify Playlist (Found Poem)
Aint nobody love you like I do Happier- Ed Sheeran
Just say you won’t Say you Won’t Let Go – James Arthur
Let go, little did you know I’m trying to pick myself up Little did you know- Alex and Sierra
Piece
By
Piece
It’s like I’m wishing for rain as I stand in the desert Drop in the Ocean- Ron Pope
All my friends keep asking why I’m not around Amnesia- 5 Seconds of Summer
How could you be fine?
Feeling used… hate u love u -Olivia O’Brien
I hate that I love you.
Careless drinking to cover these Bumper Cars- Alex and Sierra
Scars, the more I try to get to you
The more we crash a p a r t
“I want you to stay” Stay- Rhianna, Mikki Ekko
pull me up, I can’t swim Overboard- Justin Bieber
On my own
Why can’t you see me? Dancing On My Own- Calum Scott
Feeling alone was too much to face Little Too Much – Shawn Mendes
Sometimes it all gets a little too much…
No, That’s not me Prom Queen- Catie Turner
I don’t want to die 1-800-273-8255 – Logic, Alessia Cara, Khalid
You’ll feel better In My Blood- Shawn Mendes
It gets better
Does it?
Heart beats harder, trembling hands Moments- One Direction
It makes this harder
I can’t resist Boys like you (Acoustic)- Anna Clendening
I’ve already given up
G Goodbye – Billie Eilish
O
O
D
bye
How do I loathe thee? Let me count the ways
You make dizzy and frail
You made me feel like I only fail
The only days I feel okay are the days where I have gone away
Dissociation, spaced out, daze
Drinking water from the holy grail
Hoping it will finally nail
Away the way my mind likes to play
For you make me cry
You make me sad
You make me feel unloved
So now they pry
And my mom gets mad
Because I can’t see how I am beloved.
3AM Thoughts – Spotify Playlist (Found Poem)
Aint nobody love you like I do Happier- Ed Sheeran
Just say you won’t Say you Won’t Let Go – James Arthur
Let go, little did you know I’m trying to pick myself up Little did you know- Alex and Sierra
Piece
By
Piece
It’s like I’m wishing for rain as I stand in the desert Drop in the Ocean- Ron Pope
All my friends keep asking why I’m not around Amnesia- 5 Seconds of Summer
How could you be fine?
Feeling used… hate u love u -Olivia O’Brien
I hate that I love you.
Careless drinking to cover these Bumper Cars- Alex and Sierra
Scars, the more I try to get to you
The more we crash a p a r t
“I want you to stay” Stay- Rhianna, Mikki Ekko
pull me up, I can’t swim Overboard- Justin Bieber
On my own
Why can’t you see me? Dancing On My Own- Calum Scott
Feeling alone was too much to face Little Too Much – Shawn Mendes
Sometimes it all gets a little too much…
No, That’s not me Prom Queen- Catie Turner
I don’t want to die 1-800-273-8255 – Logic, Alessia Cara, Khalid
You’ll feel better In My Blood- Shawn Mendes
It gets better
Does it?
Heart beats harder, trembling hands Moments- One Direction
It makes this harder
I can’t resist Boys like you (Acoustic)- Anna Clendening
I’ve already given up
G Goodbye – Billie Eilish
O
O
D
bye
