When My Son Asks About My Worst Experience (Revision 2)
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I imagine that God is shaking
a Magic 8-Ball and my tongue is shifting
between: Ask again later, and Better not 
tell you now.
I’m hooked to a seismograph,
instead of a lie detector. 

The needle begins to move

so quickly the building collapses
like a sand castle, next a city block,
then Superman forgets to unwind time.
Lex Luthor’s plan succeeds. The whole state slides
into the ocean. I want to tell him I can’t 
remember any of their faces, 
and names have smoothed 
like river stones too long submerged. Perhaps

the needle is drawing a picture

of what might happen, 
or what’s already happened. 
I want to tell him the truth. No,
I want to believe that his question 
comes from the serrated curiosity 
of children, where clouds 
are dinosaurs and the days
stream light. I think
I’m only lying to myself.

If I even whisper, 
the sky would shatter like glass.


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I imagine that God is shaking
a Magic 8-Ball and my tongue is shifting
between: Ask again later, and Better not 
tell you now.
Instead of a lie detector, 
I’m hooked to a seismograph.

The needle begins to move

so quickly that the building collapses
like a sand castle, next a city block,
and then Superman forgets to unwind time.
Lex Luthor’s plan finally succeeds. The whole state
slides into the ocean. I want to tell
him that I can’t remember 
any of their faces, and names have smoothed 
like river stones too long submerged. Perhaps
instead of an earthquake,

the needle is drawing a picture

of what might happen, 
or what’s already happened. 
I want to tell him the truth. No,
I don’t want to ask him any questions. I think
I’m only lying to myself.

If I even whisper,
the sky would shatter like glass.



Original

I imagine that God is shaking
a Magic 8-Ball and my tongue is shifting
between: Ask again later, and Better not 
tell you now.
Instead of a lie detector, 
I’m hooked to a seismograph.
The needle begins to move
so quickly that the building collapses
like a sand castle, next a city block,
and then Superman forgets to unwind time.
Lex Luthor’s plan finally succeeds. The whole state
slides into the ocean. I want to tell
him that there are days I don’t want to die, 
that I can’t remember any of their faces, 
and names have smoothed like river stones
too long submerged. Perhaps
the needle is drawing a picture
of what might happen, 
or what’s already happened. If I even whisper,
the sky would shatter like glass.
 
I want to tell him the truth. No,
I don’t want to ask him any questions. I think
I’m only lying to myself.
The secret of poetry is cruelty.--Jon Anderson
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When My Son Asks About My Worst Experience (Revision 2) - by Todd - 08-25-2017, 11:17 PM



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