First Posted Poem by Me

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Born from a time machine
A room
Buzzes, beeps
 
My heart flits
Almost 9 months
Warmth, milk, sleep
 
Formula it is
A crib
Stable, bars
 
So much time to catch up on
Then to now
Is how much time?
 
A lifetime times a thousand
To get here
The year 1984

I remember having a baby and time disappearing completely.  The fragmented sentences here is like what my brain was thinking in the sleepless nights, endless repetition.  the 1984 line i dont understand, unless its how time stands still, and every year is 1984, the baby is big brother and theres no telling when there will be relief