I'm Farther Away Than Before

[PaulineG]

Laying in the Pineville grass,
I'm farther away than before
I'm not sure he ever thinks about me anymore
Or if he believes in anything more than his path

My man can not find the fall's crafted
wildflowers that usually grow at his door

I'm farther away than before
and no one's willing to be a martyr,
there's no boat to bring me out of these waters,
not a knight in shining armor

Oh, I've seen this all before,
Lived it once, twice, thrice and more
it always plays out the same but I'm convinced
you love me more than you say

I'm stamping on the accelator
coming your way and I've forgotten the breaks all together!
or is it perhaps I've never pressed my foot on the gas?
And I'm still only here, laying in the pineville grass

And my man can not find the fall's crafted
wildflowers that usually grow at his door