Insanity lied

[Intricate B]

the main problem i have with this is...do insane people know or see themselves as insane?
i had trouble comprehending the poem in places, the example below; a newborn losing his first born. it instantly stops me reading.

And, guess what?
As I lay prone,
Sobbing like a newborn baby,
That just lost his first born
The day after his Grandmother died,
Guess who was there,
Comforting this broke down palace
In an Angel's, warm embrace?
My soul mate.
My Queen of a Wife.
The very heart I was a minuscule fraction
Of a second, from throwing away.

I use a lot of metaphors.
When trying to express the extreme pain I felt,
The, Sobbing like a newborn baby,
That just lost his first born
The day after his Grandmother died" comment,
Was the best way I could express it..
Imagine the pain you'd feel burying your first born the day after your grandmother died, with the screaming cry of a newborn..
Again..
I use a lot of metaphor.