An Introduction To My Confusion

[liquidcure]

been feeling awhile now
like a homesick child
but i wrote these words down
on my bed

so if thats not source of pain
not sure that i understand
whats going on
in my head

ive got damn good friends
id give my life for them
there one of the few things
ive obtained

other than addictions and grief
that appear in the night like a thief
please just let me balance out
my brain

so if youre wondering
why my eyes are so red
its a symptom of what i use
to fight
these thoughts inside my head

ill pour enough liquid
to help me forget
that you even
exist