I Almost Forgot

[arbil_poieo]

Its been awhile since I've posted anything new, so here it goes..

It's too early
It's so close.
Memory bothers
when life refuses
to appear today.

As dwelling seems
so little when it
has exhausted all
it's sentiment.

It's okay to worry,
to plead for this attention;
when feeling is at a slow pace
as the world expands.

In every sentence-
mute. Desperate
to hold your hand,
to be allowed-envying
everything that misses you.

Keep your composure.
Inevitable, but he's worthy
for healing but grieving
as he vanishes and
takes his life with him.

With a nearby grave
as a saving life, saved for him.
Death has a better memory of life,
As we push to out live.
We forget before the end
and death seems the best remainder.

So burying cannot be forgotten,
but memory seems lonely.

Unprepared for forever,
when I didn't feel the ending yet.
I didn't know life until you,
until the end-your end

expecting something more.
This is my only memory,
with regret of not knowing
I forgot to say I love you.