10-26-2012, 08:41 PM
I am screaming on the inside.
My voice raspy and distorted; unheard.
Every third or fourth word cracks and fades,
disappearing into my breath.
My range inconsistent; vocal chords all out of tune.
I am crying my heart out,
pouring words into my head.
They've manifested into more than just pain.
They've become what tortures me,
captive feeling in my brain
My thoughts are bleeding.
My mouth closed, lips pressed, tongue at rest.
Why can't express all the emotion I'm hoarding?
What am I afraid of?
What is there to lose?
...just my mind.
I am chock full of unspoken; a dissertation of my feelings.
Slowly seeping.
Sporadic episodes; irrational breakdowns; frequent down lows.
The remedy at my fingertips; on the tip of my tongue.
Over and over I tell myself to speak.
Not my usual style of writing. Thought I'd try something different.
My voice raspy and distorted; unheard.
Every third or fourth word cracks and fades,
disappearing into my breath.
My range inconsistent; vocal chords all out of tune.
I am crying my heart out,
pouring words into my head.
They've manifested into more than just pain.
They've become what tortures me,
captive feeling in my brain
My thoughts are bleeding.
My mouth closed, lips pressed, tongue at rest.
Why can't express all the emotion I'm hoarding?
What am I afraid of?
What is there to lose?
...just my mind.
I am chock full of unspoken; a dissertation of my feelings.
Slowly seeping.
Sporadic episodes; irrational breakdowns; frequent down lows.
The remedy at my fingertips; on the tip of my tongue.
Over and over I tell myself to speak.
Not my usual style of writing. Thought I'd try something different.