10-19-2025, 01:51 PM
Rose is 67 years old. Irish. Her incredible limpid azure blue eyes are impossibly young, large and perfect. They create an incongruous or unexpected atmosphere in their unaffected energetic purity - their natural defiant ingeniousness. They make Rose seem magnetic, powerfully alive and vitally attractive and desirable, substantial and compelling, charismatic, exquisite and mysterious to me. She is very very beautiful indeed. Rose thrills me. I desire her. I imagine now - making love to her. Oh! Rose! I want you!
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John is in hospital Tony
they think
that he might have an aggressive
fast acting super-cancer
a species of cancer
presenting ultimate virulence and power
right there
in his throat
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Do they
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Yes
it will tear through him like a Dresden Firestorm
burn him up
cut him into pieces
and rip him down
slaughter and destroy him
he is reaping the whirlwind Tony
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Will it
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Yes
it will Tony
so they say
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But you know
he told me
that smoking does not affect him
he said to me
that smoking 100 cigarettes and 10 cigars
every day
had never affected him or
produced any deleterious
effects upon him
at any time
he said that it was a family thing
a superior family imperviousness
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He is just existing
from one fix to the next Tony
Valium under the table
all kinds of rubbish
they said that he wanted to live independently
they have given him a chance
but he needs to live somewhere
with 24 hour supervision
proper safeguarding
to protect him from the Cuckoos
he has been Schizophrenic
since he was young
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Has he
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Yes Tony
so they gave him a chance
to live independently
parasites have attached themselves to him
they are feeding on him
Cuckoos
Tony
Cuckoos
drug addicts
desperados
they are not his friends
he thinks that they are
they are predators
they systematically
suck bleed purge and strip
the state benefits out of their vulnerable prey
the weak minded, the lonely
the insecure
they will leave him for dead
when they are done Tony
blaming you for his cockroach infestation
would you believe it Tony
when he has all kinds of rubbish
in his flat at all hours
I know it wasn’t you
don’t feel bad about it Tony
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I don’t
when he told me
that he never wanted to see me again
because I had brought ‘fleas’ into his home
the expression on his face
as he banished me from his life
forever
was a blend or amalgam
of ultimate terror
of ultimate disgust
of ultimate sense of betrayal
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I know Tony
we can’t go into his flat
for 7 more weeks.
not until after the second cockroach treatment
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Can I get your phone number
in case John survives
and I come back
I hope he is ok
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Oh yes Tony
here is the office number
and here is my personal number.
just in case.
I know that you are a good carer Tony
You are his best carer
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I like my job
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I know that you do Tony
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John is in hospital Tony
they think
that he might have an aggressive
fast acting super-cancer
a species of cancer
presenting ultimate virulence and power
right there
in his throat
#
Do they
#
Yes
it will tear through him like a Dresden Firestorm
burn him up
cut him into pieces
and rip him down
slaughter and destroy him
he is reaping the whirlwind Tony
#
Will it
#
Yes
it will Tony
so they say
#
But you know
he told me
that smoking does not affect him
he said to me
that smoking 100 cigarettes and 10 cigars
every day
had never affected him or
produced any deleterious
effects upon him
at any time
he said that it was a family thing
a superior family imperviousness
#
He is just existing
from one fix to the next Tony
Valium under the table
all kinds of rubbish
they said that he wanted to live independently
they have given him a chance
but he needs to live somewhere
with 24 hour supervision
proper safeguarding
to protect him from the Cuckoos
he has been Schizophrenic
since he was young
#
Has he
#
Yes Tony
so they gave him a chance
to live independently
parasites have attached themselves to him
they are feeding on him
Cuckoos
Tony
Cuckoos
drug addicts
desperados
they are not his friends
he thinks that they are
they are predators
they systematically
suck bleed purge and strip
the state benefits out of their vulnerable prey
the weak minded, the lonely
the insecure
they will leave him for dead
when they are done Tony
blaming you for his cockroach infestation
would you believe it Tony
when he has all kinds of rubbish
in his flat at all hours
I know it wasn’t you
don’t feel bad about it Tony
#
I don’t
when he told me
that he never wanted to see me again
because I had brought ‘fleas’ into his home
the expression on his face
as he banished me from his life
forever
was a blend or amalgam
of ultimate terror
of ultimate disgust
of ultimate sense of betrayal
#
I know Tony
we can’t go into his flat
for 7 more weeks.
not until after the second cockroach treatment
#
Can I get your phone number
in case John survives
and I come back
I hope he is ok
#
Oh yes Tony
here is the office number
and here is my personal number.
just in case.
I know that you are a good carer Tony
You are his best carer
#
I like my job
#
I know that you do Tony
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