Hi

[Ryan Geoffrey Hayward]

I'm a controversial poet looking to settle down and just ride the waves of rock bottom.
I wrote from the age of 15 to 26 and then took a very long break until the age of 44 to now, about 47.
When I became writing again, I got obsessed with it and it kinda destroyed my life.
Black Swan was meant to be my swan song written just before an overdose, but wasn't meant to be.
I wish to swim with this for awhile and see if its for me, if its okay with you lot......

[Krispy]

Ryan that's what I use the pen for. It provides a way to open up and release emotions that otherwise would be locked deep inside.
Keep writing but don't make it into something that is fun and enjoyable not a must do. Use it as a sort of meditation like I do.