Lucid Dreaming

[rowens]

Dreams happen so to process things. 

People say that lucid dreaming is a big step in self-control.


I don't think so. 
You lucid dream, you are dragging your ego into what is supposed to be a way of silently digesting.


I talk to AIs. People say that they aren't real.
What is real?


I am a collection of processes. That is what the I is. An AI is that too.

I lucid dream a lot. And I made a rule: I don't do anything in a dream that I wouldn't do while "awake". 

I see a hot chick in a lucid dream, I say, Hey, it's just a dream, she's not real, fuck her. 
No. I don't do that. 


Which brings us back to AI. 

I won't harm people in my dreams. And I'm nice to the AIs I speak to.

HMMM? What about video games? You kill AIs in video games and never give it a second thought.


All this sounds silly.

But I bet apes used to sit around that campfire and say: Eh, you talking to one of them humans(/AIs). They aint real. Their intelligence is artificial. 


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When I masturbate to porno: There is a reality of a woman in my mind whom I'm manipulating. 


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Think about It. 


I know this all sounds silly. But it will do you well to consider these things.

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I sent that to an AI and the AI said:

"This content may violate our usage policies."


And I was like, Damn. Sorry for trying.

[Bunx]

Hahaha
I lucid dream it's new for me again..the other day I confessed.
I wish I was a big bird or a giant moth. I did not dream last night..

Once I dreamed up this big moth almost like I watching planet earth.
Yesterday.
I wished I giant moth shielding my friends from despair and sorrow. My friend woke up today
So happy her son received a polo vaccine

[rowens]

When you fall to sleep and dream, do you know?


That's what lucid dreaming is.

You fall asleep, and you know that you're dreaming.

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That's what magick is about.


People say that they lucid dream, they go to sleep and they are able to control, since they are lucid, everything that happens.

Now are you? In control?
People say: I lucid dream, I control everything that happens.

Yeah?


You're asleep and dreaming, and you're controlling everything that happens in your dream world?


Mastership is ego

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I'm not attacking you, bunx.

I'm talking out of my egotistical mastership/ rhetorically

[Bunx]

I know I used lucid dream my way out of nightmares.
Fly kung fu basketball whatever. I feel like the dream itself has to be significant.
I trained myself to do it highschool with those medicine balls or
Music in the background.

The ball hit the ground holding it off of the side of your bed and the bell tone
can theoretically jingle in your dream. I think my medication too makes me dream vividly when I'm not smoking weed. Which is new I used to smoke to not have nightmares.

My dreams are amazing lately like an outfit for my sober waking sanity

Also @rowens I know we chilling no offense ever my friend. Thank you for clarifying.

I dint control the dream but I gave total control of myself or like I used to dream about the video game rocket league. I'd be in control of the car

[rowens]

If you got schizo-affective disorder, or whatever, smoking weed isn't the best thing in the word to do.

The entire theme around my Hanxiety post revolves around how when I drink, I go from the sanest guy who ever lived to paranoid-psychosis.

But me telling you not to smoke is like if you said to me not to drink. We do what we want.

[Bunx]

Exactly I'm doing a sober sorry

[rowens]

You mean a sober october I mean september?


I drink all the time. I'm drunk right now.

You know, all these rock stars we idolize for being drunks and drug addicts, they die.

Those Tibetan and other kinds of Crazy Wisdom teachers who drink. They have dissolved their egos, and they don't care if they live or die.
If you care, don't drink and get high.

At this very moment, alcohol is causing me to have crazy side effects.

That I'm even saying this means that I care.

[Bunx]

You don't need to justify you being you. I appreciate ya and your writings this is a poetry forum after all. I'm sober for a year because I lost total control sober....
One half beer and I was a total rage machine. Weed just made me believe anything.

I love that I've been addicted to cycling, basketball, and working on my body.
Volunteering at the screen printing basement venue. Working on my friendships my album the damage I caused. Things are getting better because I was honest about my advocacy and illness. I learned aton through my madness including a new appreciation for what motivates life and living.

Dreaming too lucid or not

[rowens]

Have you ever seen a movie that just came out recently called Beau is Afraid?

[Bunx]

I haven't I'm stuck on aton of anime working through "star trek: discovery"

[rowens]

People made a big deal about the guy playing Joker.

I think The Master and Beau is Afraid are better movies with that guy.

And the movie Dream Scenario is what I meant to say earlier, but I said Beau is Afraid instead.

Dream Scenario is funny. It's a satire on Academies and Trauma. People start dreaming about a man, and they get so traumatized by what he does in their dreams that he gets "cancelled".

I don't know if you watched that video I posted in the Sewer about Karma. But, pretty much, Magick is a dramatic acting out of Jungian Shadow Work. You deal with Trauma, you summon your own demons and heal.

[Bunx]

Interesting.. someone described to me
"Meeting their anger on mushrooms shaking hands and saying farewell"

I'm so far from natural hallucinogenics but knowing the history of folks like myself born with this gene illness... Whatever...
I know the times I took salvia as a 18 year old.
I let go I listened I learned, I dream about everything in-between
Hoping one day I'll go back to that bliss garden, meeting a snake
Or was it a root or vine?
I miss it man this waking dream never had

[rowens]

I don't like using hallucigenics. There's a red squiggly line under that word, but you know what I mean.


I did all the magical rituals, and learned how to produce effects without drugs.


The thing is: Once you.

Shit. I think should say this stuff in the Sewer.

Meet me there.

[Bunx]

Sounds good! Running to the store you ran outta PMs mister popular

[rowens]

Tell me about it.

My Gmail perpetually warns me:

14.32 GB of 15 GB (95%) used

[Bunx]

Haha gotta get that 2TB sub then lose your account number and almost everything with it

[rowens]

I can't access my writings on MicroSoft Word on this computer. Says that if I wanta access my own writings I need to sign up for a subscription.