09-17-2013, 06:30 AM
I step out onto the back step
to smoke and fret about that.
Snow falls, insistent, intent.
I watch it tumble
Down.
Was he with a girl when he
called, or only somewhere
where there was a girl? Am
I paranoid? I know
Deep down,
that falling hard for the first
guy to take to take interest in over
a year was not the best idea.
But how do you tell
Your heart,
No, don’t swell with magic,
you’ll only burst? How do
you tell it to clamp itself off
from possibilities? God
Knows
to smoke and fret about that.
Snow falls, insistent, intent.
I watch it tumble
Down.
Was he with a girl when he
called, or only somewhere
where there was a girl? Am
I paranoid? I know
Deep down,
that falling hard for the first
guy to take to take interest in over
a year was not the best idea.
But how do you tell
Your heart,
No, don’t swell with magic,
you’ll only burst? How do
you tell it to clamp itself off
from possibilities? God
Knows