08-29-2011, 11:27 PM
I am the Boss
If you wanted a reaction,
you shouldn't have looked here.
no more crying,
never again a tear.
Its easy to say,
when you look in,
knowing what you may,
this battle you'll never win.
There is a fine line,
loved ones do cross.
I am hardened through time
be what it may I am the boss.
Did you wash the hands,
of the fingers you pointed.
you and your angry demands
will not get you what you wanted.
Amazing your timing is,
with the lashings you bring,
do you feel better,
now your angry heart sang?
So easily you judge,
so little you know,
in with the hurt,
then out the door you go.
As I am still finding my way,
my life has been thrown off,
all the hurtful things that you could say,
mean nothing I am not soft.
How easy to forget,
how hard it was for you,
all the standards never met,
all the days you spent blue.
So judge me all you like,
I will not react to you,
for what is good I will fight,
you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes.
Maddie
**note** I am new to this...In my life it is unusual for me to openly share emotion. I am not a poet by any means...it just seems to be a filter for my emotion that allows me to feel and just be. I enjoy the anonymity of posting on this site and I want to thank anyone who takes the time to read what I write. Like I said,Im not a poet moreover,Im a person with allot of stuff on her mind.
If you wanted a reaction,
you shouldn't have looked here.
no more crying,
never again a tear.
Its easy to say,
when you look in,
knowing what you may,
this battle you'll never win.
There is a fine line,
loved ones do cross.
I am hardened through time
be what it may I am the boss.
Did you wash the hands,
of the fingers you pointed.
you and your angry demands
will not get you what you wanted.
Amazing your timing is,
with the lashings you bring,
do you feel better,
now your angry heart sang?
So easily you judge,
so little you know,
in with the hurt,
then out the door you go.
As I am still finding my way,
my life has been thrown off,
all the hurtful things that you could say,
mean nothing I am not soft.
How easy to forget,
how hard it was for you,
all the standards never met,
all the days you spent blue.
So judge me all you like,
I will not react to you,
for what is good I will fight,
you couldn't walk a mile in my shoes.
Maddie
**note** I am new to this...In my life it is unusual for me to openly share emotion. I am not a poet by any means...it just seems to be a filter for my emotion that allows me to feel and just be. I enjoy the anonymity of posting on this site and I want to thank anyone who takes the time to read what I write. Like I said,Im not a poet moreover,Im a person with allot of stuff on her mind.