(content warning) duskless summer

[heslopian]

here i am and there are you
attractive
indifferent
in your duskless summer

the sun doesn't move
(you've broken its legs)
it tans you a healthy whiteness

white white white

the colour of oblivion
and blank paper

i want you because my windows won't close
they stay open always on your duskless summer

i want to fuck you and kiss you
and buy you ribbons
and eat your anus
and feed you teacakes

i want to crawl into
your duskless summer
shit on the roses and heal the sun's legs
watch it scuttle off
like a beetle down a wall

then mount you in the dark
and violate you
while muttering
how pure my love is