11-21-2010, 11:20 AM
A fine morning...
Saw my little brother playing,
joined him for a bit,
Then ate something quickly,
guzzle some coffee
After that, rush to my mama
to kiss her bye bye--
Then there's this moment of silence,
memory gaps and empty spaces...
Found myself
in the bed of somebody else--
Struggling, grinding and writhing
Him, savagely stroking and thrusting
My fingernails sinking
and scratching
Curses and profanities
spewing through each other's
gritted teeth
Bodies both buried deep
In between the dirty sheets
Screaming, moaning and groaning--
who's who are those from
unknown and uncared for
Then felt my head being thrashed
carelessly on that cold metal pole...
Again there's this same moment of silence,
memory gaps and blank spaces...
Walking back home
confused and bewildered
I closed my eyes
then pulled my hair hard
Trying to remember,
Thinking deep--
Not getting anything...
Saw my little brother playing,
joined him for a bit,
Then ate something quickly,
guzzle some coffee
After that, rush to my mama
to kiss her bye bye--
Then there's this moment of silence,
memory gaps and empty spaces...
Found myself
in the bed of somebody else--
Struggling, grinding and writhing
Him, savagely stroking and thrusting
My fingernails sinking
and scratching
Curses and profanities
spewing through each other's
gritted teeth
Bodies both buried deep
In between the dirty sheets
Screaming, moaning and groaning--
who's who are those from
unknown and uncared for
Then felt my head being thrashed
carelessly on that cold metal pole...
Again there's this same moment of silence,
memory gaps and blank spaces...
Walking back home
confused and bewildered
I closed my eyes
then pulled my hair hard
Trying to remember,
Thinking deep--
Not getting anything...

