First attempt

[Bendavis]

[b] 11 Things I Hate About Myself[/b]

I hate the way I let you down,
And all the promises I made.
I hate that when you trusted me,
I gave you reasons to be afraid.

I hate the ways I made you cry,
the hurt and all the rest.
I hate that I gave you my worst,
when you deserved my best

I hate the way I chose to drink,
When you were begging me to change.
I hate the times I wasted away,
And always stayed the same.

I hate the way I took you for granted,
And thought you’d always stay.
I hate my never made time for,
And let the moments slip away.

I hate that I can’t change the past,
Or take back all I put you through.
I hate that it took losing you,
To see things I failed to do.

But mostly,

I hate that I made you feel unloved,
 loving you was never hard.

Not even close.

Not even a little bit.

Not even at all.