2025 NaPM 9 April

[rowens]

In Difference

I cut-up the map,
territory, concretion, abstraction,
religion, trauma, guilt, confusion,
solution, drama, complex,
puzzle
and find in the shells,
the shattered union of opposites,

the same story, image, face,
body, promise,

soaked in my own feelings,
thoughts, emotions,

sensations,

a double but a wellhung-bigballed
eunuch of a woman.

Her distance immortal.
Her eternity transparent.

For I am the phallus
that stands behind her,
my testicles large as two
wombs with madness.

If she can see me, 
doesn't appear to be
my voice. As when she speaks

I don't understand.