02-17-2022, 03:48 AM
When I read or write something, my body reacts as though it's in that atmospheric environment. Which might lead one to wonder why I write so much about horror movies.
It's also one reason I'm constantly trying to exorcise the traumatic things going on all around the world. Everything feels so close, cuts close to home. One reason I try to be as close to homeless as possible.
Another, again, a reason why I try to get things written as quickly as possible. I want to have done with my poems and stories, to forget them and have those moods and atmospheres not impinge on others. I often experience life as though I'm in a kaleidoscope or a montage of different auras and climates and scenes.
As for my door I mentioned earlier
My door was brown on the inside and matched my panelling. I transfigured the energy of the unpleasantness of the unwelcomed and forced change, and with the door now being bright white and shiny and installed during the height of the full moon while in the sunny morning and finished at noon, to establish a new magical doorway. As winter moves into spring, the atmosphere will change, my feelings, the environment, and this new door will open to new things.
I currently use this magical perspectivism to transfigure everything into useful constructive things.
It's also one reason I'm constantly trying to exorcise the traumatic things going on all around the world. Everything feels so close, cuts close to home. One reason I try to be as close to homeless as possible.
Another, again, a reason why I try to get things written as quickly as possible. I want to have done with my poems and stories, to forget them and have those moods and atmospheres not impinge on others. I often experience life as though I'm in a kaleidoscope or a montage of different auras and climates and scenes.
As for my door I mentioned earlier
My door was brown on the inside and matched my panelling. I transfigured the energy of the unpleasantness of the unwelcomed and forced change, and with the door now being bright white and shiny and installed during the height of the full moon while in the sunny morning and finished at noon, to establish a new magical doorway. As winter moves into spring, the atmosphere will change, my feelings, the environment, and this new door will open to new things.
I currently use this magical perspectivism to transfigure everything into useful constructive things.