Random prompt number mid october

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I drink a pot of coffee                  like a total psychopath
everyday, at least 10 cups.          the more I think about it
If I share some with my wife       our days are out of control
I may make more, drink the rest winding down, spiralling up
the next morning, if I don't           take care, lines get longer and
stop at Starbucks or Dunkin's,    mild hallucinations fool
or fill a 44 oz.                                the mind while the heart reacts
secretly at the gas station.         Then what good is it.

I normally drink it black,
or with ice to drink faster.
If I'm not eating that day,
I use heavy whipping cream.
I really hate it with milk,
sugars, or flavored syrups.
If I just want to enjoy
a nice hot cup though, half, and, half.