08-03-2021, 06:39 AM
I don't have interest in writing poems. When I was wrestling, I lived wrestling. I lived books and writers, and wrote hundreds of stories and poems and essays. I focus on something, I do it. I stopped wrestling because my coordination skills went to shit. I can't drive. Apparently something is wrong with me. Well, I use all to my advantage. I absorb everything, and use it. Wrestling, I was able to believe it was real and know it was an act. When I dream, I know I'm dreaming and think it's real. No contradiction. I've said I live my life like a Marx Brothers movie. I do. All is play. My only weakness is a beautiful woman. With a certain woman, I forget again and again that all is play.