*please stand by*

[SnarlingThroughOurSmiles]

I can't speak anymore
I open my mouth and.
cotton gauze, spilling.
Jaws, unhinged, and.
syrup saliva spit.
I can't -
I wanted to -
You wanted me to explain and I -
I had the words, I promise, I promise,
but all I have for you now is:
(disembodied unearthly scream)
(sobbing from another room)
(buzzing fluorescent lightbulb buzzing fluorescent lightbulb buzzing fluorescent lightbulb)
(plate dropped on the kitchen floor like a telenovela slow-mo shot, shattering)
(embodied unearthly scream)

I have a tongue like fists on plexiglass
Layers of layers of paper paste glue plastered in. My arterial tubes.
I have a voice like. Caulking. Crammed in my-


I have a -
I have a -
I -
...

I have so much to say about how much I cannot.