Understanding i/as a Positive Hoax

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Went over my head a few times, probably still is, 

Understanding i/as a Positive Hoax
A few times you've mentioned not capitalizing as a means for something so I'm seeing 'i' as the 'me' and not imaginary, a positive hoax could be an uplifting lie

Regulating Energy 
The Social-Cultural-Thing-ThingThing I think I get this classification, maybe too many 'things'
  Sensations, not Pain/Pleasure, why not pain/pleasure because later tension / release seems to be that, and this.  Maybe not pain/pleasure specifically because generally it also can cycle?
  but cycling sensations . . . 
This/That, That/That, This/This
  the animating factors
 difference/sameness ; 
  this to that . . . 
  tension / release social cultural thing thingthing sensations
The next same / the next next / the same
same this is my favorite line
    Why linebreaks feel      I don't understand the last line at all, it itself could probably spark an entirely different poem though.

Is this a definition, a description, a musing, a statement.  I can't say it isn't interesting, maybe it will teach me something