Why? Needs, wants and wishes

[VikaJigulina]

Why? needs, wants and wishes

Why is it that when I speak no one listens?
Why is it that everything I say is left unprovoked
I scream and no one looks up maybe because I’m crazy or what I say isn’t interesting maybe its just meaningless 
Maybe they just don’t understand
They’ll never understand 
They don’t care to
They’re so annoying
I hate them 
I hate here
Why do I stay?
I need money
I need support
Not that they support me but 
I don’t know what I’m doing
 I wish that I could just do everything myself
I wish I didnt need them and I wish they thought I didnt need them
I don’t need anyone and I certainly don’t want them
I don’t want anyone
I want to move away
I want to meet new people
I hate the ones around
I want people who listen
I want people who understand or are interested or who want to understand
I want people who look up when I scream or provoke my opinions
I want people who challenge me to stand my ground
I want conversation over things that matter
I want things to matter
Why do I stay?
To get everything I want, I need to satisfy the people who don’t look up, who just will never understand.