I'm Fine

[TemporaryForever]

I feel like there's a lot of raw clay here that needs form. You need to flesh out the emotions a little more but you've got some good building blocks. Maybe you should tinker with some juxtaposition a little more. Obviously your title is meant to convey the opposite of how you're really feeling so before you get to the real stuff, maybe try like:

My friends see me smile.
I laugh along with them.
The party is jumping.
Life is good.

Then transition into the darker stuff.