Untitled Sonnet

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A poet learns how best to name the earth, I don't like this line because of best, too simple
the sea, the sky and all the beasts within it I like rhyming sonnet with within it
if misery had followed from their birth
and gave the inspiration for their sonnets 

adhesure strict to form and careful ear quirky
becomes their life, their love, and close companion
assured that strife will always hold them dear I don't like dear
while lovers, family and friends abandon I don't like using family with meter because I don't want to trip on 2 or 3 syllables 
And once you've started well in this career
begin destroying all of your affections
accrue egregious pain that draws you  near I like this line but draws you near is weak like hold them dear
to that ascended state of lamentation meter also makes it hard for me to focus, I hear the words without grasping it

you'll spend your days unlearning how to live
until your words are all that you can giveI completely can't understand the ending.  Sorry 

It sounds nice, I like the title good luck!