09-16-2017, 12:38 AM
You can always create beauty. Ugly beauty. You ever did that? Because beauty isn't profound. If anything it's merely pre-found. If you have to think about why something is beautiful or what it means to be beautiful, that's an advanced level of beauty going on. It's going on, it's not purely simple beauty. Beauty needs no explanation, and no motive, and nothing outside of its beautiful beauty self. Until intellectual complexity becomes part of the mix. And you have to question, and questions become the makeup of beauty. And you are beautiful, no matter what they say, like the song says. The uglier the better. The more forceful, the more complexingly beautiful. The pure heart of decadence. Decadence needs sophistication, some decimal fullness. True beauty is shallow. It can drown you in the kiddie pool. Is the joy of infants and alz[old timers]heimers. Leon in the trailer park and Ray-Ray in the ghetto can recognize it. It's some peaceful feeling that makes you want to run out and make a muck of things. It's a compelling, a true compelling. It makes centers. It makes you find a center in things, and violently defend it. It compels you to. You want to reach out and smack it to see if you can make it more beautiful. And if it doesn't, you can be heart-broken, which is beautiful in itself, and reach out for more beauty, to match your own.