So about dreams?

[RiverNotch]

The problem with dreams is that you dream in epic and wake up cold.
No one wants to reach from the sheets to fumble with the lamp and a pen..
The coldness in the air makes you forget what you want to remember
so you lay your head back down and awaken more miserable... knowing
you forgot what you meant to remember. Forever. Fuck dreaming.

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The worst dreams are the ones you can remember having. Ones of events that had not yet happened but are happening now. I've seen the future at least 5 times so far this year and it's not even March. It's miserable. It's mundane shit. Missing the left turn into denny's. Asking the clerk at the grocery store to recount the change. Knowing the minor accident in front of my house was going to occur in 3-2-1.. I want a dream i can use. A dream where i know the mega ball number and win the jackpot and never wake up. I'm always waiting to never wake up.

i miss those sorts of dreams, actually. it's quite charming to find God speaking to you directly only of mundane shit -- at youth, i thought it was because i was some sort of prophet, the fool i was, but now i think it'd be rather humbling, tells me directly how close i really am to him, or perhaps empowering, shows me that only the little things are set in stone.

your post pre hr is pretty swell, btw.