02-09-2017, 02:54 AM
(10-08-2015, 04:53 AM)RiverNotch Wrote: Then, out of the darkness, this doorway opened up to my left -- unlike the rest of the library, it seemed to be lit brightly from a light source on the floor, and the floor wasn't so carpeted. Curious, I entered the room, and saw the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my entire life, reclining on an ancient, Grecian chaise longue, with her two green (or blue, or grey -- but I remember green) eyes locked at me, her two sweet lips smirking, and her hot head of red (dark, auburn red -- she might actually have been a brunette, though, since the light was orange) hair dancing wildly down her back and shoulders. I remember talking to her for a long while, playing verbally with her -- I remember her sweet red dress, I remember my awkward trench coat -- I remember her sitting up, her giving me the deep, intense gist of something -- I remember loving her, right at that moment, as I have never loved anyone yet.Ah, there it is! Mystery solved! Finally.
I have a few recurring dreams:
1. I'm falling in a bottomless pit. Just falling, endlessly, nothing to grasp on to.
2. I'm back home on the farm where I grew up. My mom is in the garden, my dad is tilling more garden behind the barn, and my brother is mowing the yard. There's a tornado off in the distance, but only I see it -- everyone else is too engrossed in their work or can't hear because of the machinery. I'm screaming at them to get in the cellar, just screaming as hard as I can, and no one hears me.
3. I'm back in university. It's coming up on term paper/finals time. I realize that I've only been attending 3 of the 5 classes I registered for -- I've never been to the other two, didn't remember I was supposed to be going, don't know what time they meet, don't even have the syllabus. I have a choice: I can accept the fail and focus on the other 3 classes that I'm doing well in, or I can split my efforts -- show up to the class and face the professor who I've surely angered by blowing off the class, sit in a classroom I've never been in with people I've never met, and try as hard as I can to do a decent paper and final. Maybe, somehow, I can pull off a D. But, then I won't be able to keep up with the other 3 classes.