Father

[Loveblind]

Dirty words that rolled off your tongue
Deterring my noggin
Destruction sliding into my soul
Destroying my insides

A scar permanently left
The devious comments rape my mind
Frequently

The sight of you
Turns my stomach

Awkward moment’s leads to
Vulgar comments being exchanged
Establishing a relationship after 17
Dreadful years far from mind

Hence, the fact an abortion
Was the right thing while I
Was in the womb

I can’t erase all the damages
You’ve caused
Emotionally and physically

Who would of known
Your Childhood troubles
You endured
Would affect mine

Still Angry at the fact
Your father walked out
On your mom and 6 kids

I was just an innocent child
Searching for a father
To hold me and save me
In this cold world