The Past Mends Her

[kolemath]

[quote='shemthepenman' pid='213596' dateline='1468604572']
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Does A Sick Significance Reason?



Mother made it to the sofa, at last,
collapsed, and slurred,

—Have a nice birthday, honey? I'd go with quotation marks instead of a dash here (compelling opening image btw)

But, I didn't know where I was
or who I was
or why they hurt me.

I'm not a horrible person. this is an insight for the speaker, but does it come too soon?

I'm free! I'm not sure i understand this line; it doesn't fit the character's voice; nothing about the speaker feels 'free' to my reading

I'm five years old
and a Nietzschean force of nature, does nietzsche fit the observation of a 5 year old?

times three.

And, I'm sick of it,
sick of it,
sick of it. i like the repetition
Stop hurting me. should you switch to the second person (you) command in this line? if so, should it be speech? the rest of this stanza is in first person (I). is this line of the speaker addressed to the speaker him/herself?

He put his hands around my throat should this stanza come after the first into of 'hurt me' after S1?

and choked me.
He loved me like a father should— here you could use a colon ( : ) colons can introduce lists or complete sentences, functioning as a kind of 'therefore' in the latter case. anyone who counts words to apply punctuation rules is wasting time and probably doesn't understand punctuation rules. 

my lover, my daddy, my protest, too. no comma before 'too'

I'm not a horrible person.

I'm supergirl.

I collect things that hurt,
and no one knows. I like the idea of supergirl, but how does a superhero connect to collecting pain? why does no one know? it the poem going for a hidden identity idea? if so, how can that be more clear?

—It's just the way life is, no dash after a period
mother said, so should the above line be quoted?
the way it goes. so the mother goes from drunk to wise. i like the idea of this transition, but might the alcoholism be more clearly alluded to? the voice of mother in S1 and here doesn't feel consistent.

Now, I'm hard and soft and hard

just like a coffin nail. good closing image

I think of punctuation rules as gatekeeping devices. they're arbitrary and differ between languages. some poets do away with them altogether, so take those comments as you will.

to me, the poem would benefit most from clearing up the mindset of the speaker and the voice of the mother.

thanks for sharing