Ever felt like this?

[Magpie]

A lot of people are cunts in real life too so you can probably take the Internet out of the equation.

True, there are a lot of cunts in real life but it's easier to deal with people in real life because you can see their eyes and their body language. Perhaps I have a different experience and perception of the internet because I came to it a lot later than the majority of the world and I didn't know I was swimming in shark infested waters until I was bitten. And then some places I went to had signs specifically saying that there were no sharks there, just harmless fish and then, yeah bitten again but with the added bonus of being tricked at the same time.

It seems to be daily entertainment for a lot of people, I'm not talking about this site... I remember looking up 'Internet Troll', because I saw it mentioned many times and people being accused of being a 'troll'. In the definition that I read, apart from the obvious description of annoying the fuck out of people, the most important point about it was that 'real trolls' never get discovered, they never raise peoples suspicions. A 'real troll' gradually manipulates people over weeks, months and years and eventually affects their whole world. People accuse people of being trolls all the time, but most of the time they are just annoying bastards for whatever reason. There is something extremely sinister and scary about someone who is willing to dedicate so much time and thought for the ultimate goal of messing up a strangers life, for what purpose?? For these people real life is the internet and the internet is real life, which makes it hard to take the internet out of the equation.

I suppose it makes sense that a lot of people approach the internet with caution and are extremely wary of the possible games that may be played. It's probably the reason why many times after writing enthusiastic positive comments on peoples blogs that can be over 500 words long I get a reply that simply says "Thank you".
It's the game that messes my head up regarding the internet, I haven't got the time. That's why I am so grateful for this site, which for the majority of the time is game free.

I work with people with learning disabilities and sometimes when I go in and say good morning to someone they will tell me to fuck off, the majority of the time though when I say good morning I get a hug, either way though I know that I'm always getting the truth, there is no game. The Pigpen must have learning disabilities because this is where I come to get away from the game and just get the truth.

Probably due to lack of sleep, I reacted earlier on today on this thread instead of thinking and then reacting. I'm not glad that I did it, but also at the same time I don't regret it because both posts were genuine and not part of a game.

Although I do admit that I hadn't considered that fact the internet world may sometimes view me as a triple bluff in order to disguise an earlier double bluff that wasn't really a double bluff but was in actual fact a white herring painted red... It's all a pure headfuck at times and I wish everyone had learning disabilities.

Yeah, I know... we do all have learning disabilities, but you know what I mean.