What I want

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I want to feel nothing but hurt in my heart,
I want to be nothing but desperate,
I want to be an actor in some tragic play,
and,
I want the world to watch as I forget the lines.

I want the bones in my body to break and crumble,
I want the teeth in my mouth to rot deep from the roots,
I want the worms in the soil to wriggle through my skin,
and,
I want the world to watch as I decompose.

-BW BRINE

Well, the world's usually too busy with their own stuff to bother, and even when they choose to watch they usully move on the next day.