06-09-2015, 03:21 AM
Mundane, repetitive
Painful in a way that can be endured eternally
Heroic to my mother
Surrender to me
Time here marches not in minutes, or hours, or days… but in years.
How many until I get my next week of vacation?
Professional, controlled… alive?
Not dead – death is dramatic.
Death is an end, there is no end here
Gray, sensible and durable
Confrontation is frowned on
Antagonism is a better word
They don’t know what antagonism means
A little antagonism makes the hours move faster
Passion is a sign that you are like the rank and file. Not above them
Stay in line!
You are getting closer to the front, it is better there
Don’t slip, don’t let them know, be a player…team-player
Relaxation technics
College for the boys, travel when you retire
All of this is trivial in comparison to what I am doing it for…
They believe in Daddy
They don’t care if I win the day
They need me to survive and surrender
I have already surrendered
Aren’t there rules about how much?
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Painful in a way that can be endured eternally
Heroic to my mother
Surrender to me
Time here marches not in minutes, or hours, or days… but in years.
How many until I get my next week of vacation?
Professional, controlled… alive?
Not dead – death is dramatic.
Death is an end, there is no end here
Gray, sensible and durable
Confrontation is frowned on
Antagonism is a better word
They don’t know what antagonism means
A little antagonism makes the hours move faster
Passion is a sign that you are like the rank and file. Not above them
Stay in line!
You are getting closer to the front, it is better there
Don’t slip, don’t let them know, be a player…team-player
Relaxation technics
College for the boys, travel when you retire
All of this is trivial in comparison to what I am doing it for…
They believe in Daddy
They don’t care if I win the day
They need me to survive and surrender
I have already surrendered
Aren’t there rules about how much?
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