Mistakes (explicit)

[bbcashdollar]

shotgun in my face:
        Wreck my fucking plants.
        You wreck my fucking life.
        I can kill you,
        Boom, you're fucking gone.

sleeping with eyes open.
maybe ten,
startled,
seeing,
then secretly awake.

terror transferred —
my eyes to hers.
she dropped the gun,
I made her cry.
what had I done?