All these tattooed bearded men will be the death of me.

[jdeirmend]

Well. While we're on the subject.

I've tried all types and kinds. You know, my inner boyscout, who did achieve the rank of Eagle BTW, is constantly pining over badass, tatted up chicks. Most of these tend to have little besides glitter and sunshine between their ears. But, it's really just a femdom thing, because what I'm looking for, in each case, is to be crushed, however unaware I am of this until after it happens. Though the thought of the intimate act with such women is tremendously enticing, coming close to its actual consummation is the most repulsive thing to me.

Getting painfully, embarrassingly rejected, however, gives me crazy jollies.

Then, I get this idea that "decent girls" who seem to represent a certain heteronormative "wholesomeness" are the types I should really go after . . . Oh brother.

That pretty much ends the same way. Then I go back to the badass girls with the bad daddy/absent mommy issues, and the cycle repeats itself.

So yeah. Pretty much par for the course for a poetic/philosophical type.