Alone, yet Surrounded

[Malu]

I speak to my self myself
knowing that the zombies
are just like everybody else how so?

I sit quietly observing you could lose quietly from this line and the meaning hardly changes, even though you were just speaking to yourself.
the people surrounding me
not knowing I think you can word these last two lines better. Don't just tell, show

sickened by evil
who am i to turn to I
i hate the deceitful I

realizing that i am my own pupil I
I found my savior
and in returned showed me to his people If you are your own pupil but found God as the savior then I have no idea what you're trying to say.

for I was never truly alone
I had God
Goodbye evil Weak ending

I'm curious about the inconstancy of the capitalization of the word "I". For a poem like this, you could use more imagery about the zombies, where you were observing from, some sort of setting. I wasn't sure if you were home alone in a house, a graveyard, a park, or if you were the last man alive after the zombie apocalypse or any idea of environment and surroundings. If you were alone, (because God wouldn't be there tangibly) I would think you would be paying extra attention to your surrounding, there's no people to keep you distracted and you'd probably wanna watch your back with zombies around.