Bloodletting

[makeshift]

I want to collapse,
and seep between atoms
like mountain mist
shifting through valleys, before
sinking to vaporous oceans.

I want nature to scream, and
strike me with her lighting,
so that I might split
like a backyard tree.

Smear me across a thousand miles.
I want to be windswept,
and faceless.

I want nothing,
and everything.

I want disintegration.

Exhale —