08-10-2013, 03:11 AM
Dreams of a better day,
Lost in my thoughts, what can I say?
I assumed happiness would appear;
Possibly, money, matrimony-maybe motherhood was near.
Am I delusional?
Nothing comes so easily, nothing.
Maybe tomorrow, the next day or the next
Then again, maybe I’m just a cautionary tale.
Go back to the old days, the old ways, and the old me.
Then again, maybe that’s why I’m suffering.
I’ll bite the bullet, maybe endure for the night,
It was brought on by me - as a result of revenge, hatred and spite.
I lost myself; I lost everything I thought I knew
I stopped blaming them and blamed it on you.
Delusions was the lock and patience was the key,
It all took time; now those delusions are set free.
7/24/2013
**My first poem, please give me the good, bad and ESPECIALLY the ugly!**
Lost in my thoughts, what can I say?
I assumed happiness would appear;
Possibly, money, matrimony-maybe motherhood was near.
Am I delusional?
Nothing comes so easily, nothing.
Maybe tomorrow, the next day or the next
Then again, maybe I’m just a cautionary tale.
Go back to the old days, the old ways, and the old me.
Then again, maybe that’s why I’m suffering.
I’ll bite the bullet, maybe endure for the night,
It was brought on by me - as a result of revenge, hatred and spite.
I lost myself; I lost everything I thought I knew
I stopped blaming them and blamed it on you.
Delusions was the lock and patience was the key,
It all took time; now those delusions are set free.
7/24/2013
**My first poem, please give me the good, bad and ESPECIALLY the ugly!**