Alexis

[Bunx]

It ends with life and
starts with death.
Alexis, why did you hold my
hand at prom?

Why, Did you have to
be drunk?

Why? Did you have to sit next to
Jake and I in art class?

Why did i fall in love.

And why was I on the side lines,
at your funeral.

Standing in a packed church
with people on the lawn.

Why? Suicide.
Every word my breath
breathes;
is for you babe.

Why?

Why, was I in a Christian band?
Because of that, we could not hold hands
back then.

Even though you saw me,
and wrapped those fingers
in mine.

Why?

Does everyone think
you are my angel.
I don't fucking know,
what heaven is.

Heaven is this i guess.
People putting on a hobos
vest, saying thank you.
Simply because
you are cold.

Babe, sometime's on the Zi
i could not wait to die. just
at the thought of seeing.
you.

Your golden brown hair.

Why?

Did I not grab you that night and say.
Please Alexis, PLEASE!!
be my girlfriend.

Love,
killed.
you.
the,
end.

Sincerely yours in life,
Robert Thomas Cave.

PS, i still cry