Alexis

[Bunx]

It ends with death,
starts with life.
Alexis, why did you hold my
hand at prom?

Dancing there we were,
I, more stoned than drunk
blissful in our last farewell.
Down you went falling
to the sounds of bells.

I found myself soon there after in a church
full of prayers. You can't go to hell,
alexis. I love you.

Why? Did you have to
be drunk?

Why? Did you have to sit next to
Jake and I in art class?

Why? Did i fall in love.

And why was I on the side lines,
at your funeral.

Why? Suicide?

Every word my breath
breathes;
is for you babe.

Why?

Why, was I in a Christian band,
because of that we could not hold hands,
back then.

Even though you saw me,
and wrapped those fingers,
in mine.

Why?

Does everyone think
you are my angel.
I don't fucking know,
what heaven is.

Babe, sometime's on the Zi.
I could not wait to die. just
at the thought of seeing.
you being there.

Your golden brown hair.

Why?

Did I not grab you that night and say.
Please Alexis, PLEASE!!
be my girlfriend.

Love,
killed.
you.
the,
end.

Sincerely yours in life,
Robert Thomas Cave.

PS, i still cry