The Rush

[fourtimefelon]

I'm faded, you're twisted
Both of us fucked up and black listed, our wrongs unforgiven
Eight balls and morphines mixed in these syringes
Alcohol soaked and Xanax coated
Like the fatal rounds chambered,
We stay forever loaded

Chased by our demons while we chase that high,
biting, scratching, clawing - Just to get by?
The chemicals, they fade - All that's left now is hate
I'm so fucked inside, I need this!
Why do you and I have to die?!

I keep trying to dodge it
Lie, steal, and hide
Grit my teeth
Close my eyes and deny - Deny
We're being swallowed up whole by this life
The floodgate opens and pain pours in,
washes us away - this Hurt's thirst is never slaked!
Why the fuck can't we be safe?!

Oh, here we go again!
Moms, Dads, Brothers never there
The Pusher - That's the one who's never late
Racks, on racks, on racks
Snatch that plunger back
The ribbon is red, girl
We're so close to dead
The hammer's cocked
But that don't matter and we don't care
Let's put this pain up in the air
We can't fit here, we don't belong there
But tonight, tonight there is a forever that we can share