05-09-2013, 12:24 AM
There's nothing shameful about speaking in the moment. Well, there is. But everyone does it. So it shouldn't be so shameful.
If you don't like what you said, you can always disagree with yourself. The best way to learn is from yourself. At least I feel that way.
I know that I've said completely insane things to women that have cost me friendships and relationships; the pain of which I've never got over. But I don't regret that I said what I said, or felt what I said leading me to saying it.
People aren't very understandable, that's a fact. And we are sometimes even less understandable with ourselves. We think we should know better.
But our conscious, intelligent minds are so little, compared to what we are, and what we are in our world, and what our world is.
So I see nothing shameful about what you wrote. Nothing wrong in feeling the need to say what you said.
The world is not intelligent. But we are, sometimes. And that will never stop being a challenge. And a motivating challenge, I think.
If you don't like what you said, you can always disagree with yourself. The best way to learn is from yourself. At least I feel that way.
I know that I've said completely insane things to women that have cost me friendships and relationships; the pain of which I've never got over. But I don't regret that I said what I said, or felt what I said leading me to saying it.
People aren't very understandable, that's a fact. And we are sometimes even less understandable with ourselves. We think we should know better.
But our conscious, intelligent minds are so little, compared to what we are, and what we are in our world, and what our world is.
So I see nothing shameful about what you wrote. Nothing wrong in feeling the need to say what you said.
The world is not intelligent. But we are, sometimes. And that will never stop being a challenge. And a motivating challenge, I think.