Do you ever just feel crazy?

[rowens]

Do you ever feel like you're going to explode?

That you could rip a hole in the sky if you looked at it hard enough?

I used to be so-called manic in the years just a little while ago.
Now I'm pissed the fuck off all the goddamned time.
And I've never forgiven my parents for that Santa Claus thing. I loved that man.
I used to love beating the shit out of people, so somebody got me to become a wrestler, but told me I couldn't really hit people anymore; and that pissed me the fuck off too.
I'm one of the long line of people that wants to commit suicide because they can't stand the thought of death.

At least when I did the planned wrestling stuff, when I told them that they could really hit me, they did.

Newsy, why don't you post some more poems? See if I can stay on subject next time? And you can really hit me too, if you can reach me.