Do you ever just feel crazy?

[Magpie]

Cadmium and turpentine poisoning here I come!

But yeah my question is being butchered to a pulp. I always seem to feel an influx of emotions at any given point, hence, crazy. Unless I'm staring off into nothing.

Hi nc, I probably didn't answer your original question correctly in my previous post and....

plans for tonight

lose mind to be found at a later date
let 33 cups of tea go cold cursing every one
get distracted from kitchen to bathroom to plants to guitar to the
maddening creativity of over spontaneous spontaneity

make a list of things to do never to be done
talk to the room in various accents
questioning

more cups of tea gone cold
determined to drink one that's hot
only to be distracted
mid sip by gentle call of books stacked since last
crazy night day night sun up

cast occasional glances at sentimental television that
feels its been unloved for too long

shave perhaps
bath perhaps
food perhaps not

exit hurly burly
watch sunrise
stolen flowers
gathered feathers
then back

to

exit once more burly hurly
in a whirlwind
towards town
towards day
towards next night
carrying scars through till sometime

instant sleep