The beautiful lies

[milo]

Hi Neena. Thank you for writing and sharing. There is some good and bad here. The good is, you seem to have a natural sense for sound and rhythm. The bad is, you are depending too much on abstract and cliche. The incorrect grammar in L1 is just incorrect grammar, it is never actualized in the purpose of the poem so, please, no matter what anyone tells you, use "lies are". Beautiful lies is a cliche. "Lies" is an abstraction.
"heart yearns"
"words linger"
"through the night"
"silence prevails"
"shadow of truth"
"I can see it in your eyes"

these are all old tired cliches

Lies is what you give, lies is what I seek.
Still the heart yearns, a word or two linger
through the night and start to reek.
Heavy, as laden nimbus, the silence prevails
occasionally broken by the questioning eyes.
You know you’re lost, I know I’m lost too,
abandoned is the way we were walking along.
I paint the walls green in my mind, pretend
it’s spring and see my garden in fullest bloom.
You know the green from gray and yet will not say,
you’ll let me be there, blissfully unaware
of the spring that’s long gone and withered.
But you do not know I can see it in your eyes,
a shadow of the wordless truth,
as dark as the darkest of moonless nights.
It makes me cringe with dread and I flee
to my lush-green spot where you sit by me.

So here, I have just trimmed out the excess to try to get to the "root" of your poem. You can see, just with a little editing, the words are now stronger. Now we expose the strength, the truth in your writing.


Heavy, as nimbus, silence
occasionally broken by the questioning.
I’m lost ,
abandoned
I paint the walls green in my mind, pretend
it’s spring and see my garden in bloom.
You know the green from gray and yet will not say,
you’ll let me be there, unaware
of the spring that’s gone
as dark as the moon.
It makes me cringe
with dread I flee
to my lush-green spot where you sit by me.

"You know the green from gray yet will not stay" is the strongest line in your poem. It is perfect iambic pentameter, it is quite lovely. I would use these remaining words and phrases and build a poem around this one line.

Let me know if you would like me to help more, I know this is novice, I want you to feel comfortable, but I would be fine doing more as well.

milo