Distant Time (WARNING for sucide ref)

[hobbit86]

Alone
Tired
Waiting to die!
Empty
Vile
No tears to cry!
Weak
Afraid
No energy to care!
Silent
Mourning
A life so bare!

Hope
Dreams
A distant time!
Happy
Pretty
A smile so fine!
Strong
Kind
That was before!
Friendship
Laughter
All no more!

Invisible Shadows - Sept 2011

Written when I was just plain exhausted from trying; from trying to get up in the mornings to go to work...from trying to go to work to pay for my horse...from trying to get the energy to see my horse! I was shattered from the overwhelming battles in the morning to not run my car off the road on the way to work! From trying to hide all that I was feeling from those near me, so they would never know my vile secret...It's a short poem, as that was all the energy I had to form the words!