Lament

[cidermaid]

What I see is someone laughing at themselves. They do say "our stash" after all. But the drugs aren't as bad. Leaving the guy is too painful.

I try to match certain people's speech patterns in some places; in other places I make it sound poetic. It's all mixed up.--And rolling paper is just what you roll things to smoke with, like you said.

Ok well i'll try rereading with this in mind. I think the paper rolling is just me showing my sheltered life. I get an image of toilet paper as soft n long and rollers are small waxed and come in little packs. (Thinking about it my school had horrible waxy paper that came in lrg boxes - it was very nasty...used to just smear things around!)